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City Lights

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Copyright © WD, 2021 All rights reserved. I have been totally out of contact nowhere to be seen and not heard my own thoughts. What has that led me too? Ask me the one who did the deed I got screwed at so many fucked up levels. Huh I started to live as a grown up, shit that sucks, I wanted to be a kid again. I am a kid at heart everyone is. Being an older child in the house I found authority in my actions way too before than the people my age do. Things that people understand at 30 I did them way too early in my teens itself, be it value of money, emotions or people.   The last thing I learned was to love myself. I believe everyone among us must have done some questionable things in life, and we will do them even in the future, that is a part of life where everything is organic, nothing is scripted yet scripted. We are the actors who have been given the liberty to act just as we like, however when we react the script changes the next day, some next level daily soap show in the ...

Psycho.

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Copyright © WD, 2021 All rights reserved. I ntriguing title right? I know… lately there has been a rise into the world of psychos and psych related terms. For ease of remembrance for all here are some examples, "sweet but psycho" - A crazy good song by Ava Max, "psychology" - scientific study of mind and behavior, and "psychopaths" - a person suffering from chronic mental disorder with abnormal or violent social behaviour. These are the dictionary meanings of the most popular search words, not what I believe though. I intend to question things ahead in this blog. And arguably question my questions again because I am confused just like the whole world around me is. Clueless and insane! Okay so I had this issue, a great issue. I am a calm person, a person who believes that things can be done with sweet words and gentle reminders. That is me most of the time, but then sometimes I turn into a horrendous monstrous "psycho" as my mum says, because I lo...

Forced Into Solidarity

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  Copyright © WD, 2021 All rights reserved. Author's note: I recommend not to read it if you are very gloomy today! I wish you all the happiness, peace and love💜 Where did I go different? Where was my path diverted? When did I grow up? Why did I grow up before everyone my age did? What am I feeling right now?  Is this what she would have wanted?  She, who was fond of colors, games, and telling those never-ending stories which were a mix of Tom and Jerry, Harry Potter, Richie Rich, Stuart Little, and Popeye. Or Spiderman who married Princess Merida or Rapunzel who never had to cut her hair or those fantasies of living in a fairytale imagining a knock on the window from Tinkerbell and talking endlessly to the moon. She has always been observant. Turning a blind eye towards things was always very difficult for her, and so she would see and understand everything around her. By the little age of four she got a taste of the world she was living in, the bitter taste hit her sti...