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Tomorrow

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Copyright © WD, 2021 All rights reserved. I was about to sleep yesterday when I turned to my side to face the windowpane where I had kept all the works for today. All lined up and had all my paintbrushes, sketch pencils, journal, pens, laptop, notebooks, pages, sticky notes with various things scribbled on them, and my phone with an alarm, to which I would wake up and switch off and then doze off again. Everything lined up so properly. I had everything in my mind, but what if getting up tomorrow is not destined?  This was the thought that I had last night; the thought that I slept with. Even though dying in sleep is a rare thing, but it does happen. And corona has normalized the thoughts of a person dying without any foreseen reasons. You talk to your friend from miles apart on February 24, and then no talk. You return to talking after a month to find that four people from his/her family died, and he/she had a grieving time due to this unexpected corona. Death is inevitable, life is un

Rejected or Failed??

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Copyright © WD, 2021 All rights reserved. Humans and their feelings are the most fascinating two things in this world! You can’t sum it up in a book. We tend to be different but we all are drastically similar in so many ways. Each one of us wants to be different or be like someone very successful. (I am not talking about that niche of people who has some otherworldly definition of being “successful” here. But the general opinion that is being insanely rich and popular. So rich that you can make a rocket out of all the dollars piling up in your house and take a jolly ride to space and back!) Jokes apart; talking about feelings, I am always confused about mine. Also, the process of understanding and reasoning with it is a whole new level of melodrama that takes place in my head a thousand times a day. I see everyone reading this will get a feel of me being just a random teenager, but what if I tell you that I am a 79-year-old granny who loves to eat kimchi fried rice and fried chicken bu

What will I do here?

All I will do here is share stuff, anything and everything that will come into my mind, until and unless it is not very personal, I will share it here.  I will share how my life is so ordinary and how a person deals with it. There are issues with me that I need to figure out, and maybe in this process of expression, I will find myself. Be rest assured, when you will be reading here you will not feel disheartened or sad. I am not someone who will be crying over things here. I will try to find the one thing that will keep me going. And even if I cry on situations and kinds of stuff in my life, you will find it soothing. BECAUSE that is the most human thing that I have encountered, only your parents are happy to see something good happening in your life (*Exception: you don't have step-parents, and you don't have some very complicated past with them [No Offence]).  Yeah, so let me elucidate through two examples on how we become sad when we see people around us growing or gaining s