What will I do here?

All I will do here is share stuff, anything and everything that will come into my mind, until and unless it is not very personal, I will share it here. 

I will share how my life is so ordinary and how a person deals with it. There are issues with me that I need to figure out, and maybe in this process of expression, I will find myself.

Be rest assured, when you will be reading here you will not feel disheartened or sad. I am not someone who will be crying over things here. I will try to find the one thing that will keep me going. And even if I cry on situations and kinds of stuff in my life, you will find it soothing. BECAUSE that is the most human thing that I have encountered, only your parents are happy to see something good happening in your life (*Exception: you don't have step-parents, and you don't have some very complicated past with them [No Offence]). 

Yeah, so let me elucidate through two examples on how we become sad when we see people around us growing or gaining something that we don't have:

1. LinkedIn: This is related to your professional life; you had a tiring day when you see a popup on LinkedIn, "Congratulate Ninosa Tibirosa [I chose the name which should not offend anyone, still if it does, please accept my apologies] on starting a new position as MD at Beautiful Souls"; and all you remember about Ninosa is being the ultimate bully you had in your middle school, "Beautiful Souls" REALLY?? So, you decide to slide the notification without giving any further thoughts on it, but you still are on LinkedIn. You start surfing and see people posting a picture with their dog, a cappuccino, and a book with the caption #WorkLifeBalance. You let it slide. You see people discussing how good their life has been throughout, how they fought their downfalls and came out winning like Alexander the Great, how blessed they are in that particular moment. You start feeling bad, jealous and end up being more frustrated than before. You shut LinkedIn to dive into another world.
2. Instagram: You enter a glamourous world of pretty looking people, wearing Gucci and Versace, enjoying life because #YouOnlyLiveOnce, clubbing, spending time in Hawaii, sitting in a cozy and elegant restaurant with red wine and beautifully plated tian in front of them, or having a Netflix night with five large pizzas, 50 beer bottles, and five #FriendsForLife. And here you are drooling over everything and cursing your life, questioning your existence and life choices? Why could you not find any of it? Where did your decisions go wrong? How come you don't have any of it? 

Slowly and unconsciously, you enter a hell loop of dwelling into the past, worrying about the future, losing time in the present, because you, my friend are just like me, nor an ACHIEVER, neither an INFLUENCER. 

All of us are normal humans, and that ordinary, normal human is going to be embraced here!

What I wish for myself is to become "anonymously famous"!